Posts Tagged ‘Reality

03
May
10

MYThICAL ….WATERS of DREAMS

…….It was the time of amazement ….when MERMAIDS swam freely the seas of the world . Just imagine being able to breathe underwater ! They ruled the world of water and all it’s creatures . Transforming as they raise above the waves . When the world above was in turmoil and fury , beneath the waves is calm and serenity …Believe it !

Katya , a beautiful siren , blew her shell of gold , surrounded by other mermaids , all waiting for her to tell her tales and legends . As tales of old had  been written in every ripple in , the WORLD of WATER , and  holding myriads of dreams and stories , past  ,present and future . Entwined and flowing Giant Sea Kelp , bowed and swayed keeping the legends and stories alive forever.

…….The cool aqua  breeze streaming and blowing tiny bubbles across their slender bodies . Katya opens a large Clam shell , and out flows a stream of gold and silver pearls and a soft melodic humming was heard . Silence , covered the space as wide eyed mermaids waited for her to begin her tales.

A loud gasp was uttered , as the gentle giant SEA DRAGON , gently lifted the pearls to Katya . Every pearl holds a story “, the sea dragon swooned, as bubbles coming out of his nose formed a cloud of silky golden spray, “Be patient , little ones and listen “ it said , bowing and blowing a  huge spray of mist , sending the Sea Horses tumbling about……..!

……This made the mermaids giggle and laugh , to see multi-colored  balls flowing through the stream of clouds . The dizzy sea horses grabbing the spiny corals for help. Whoops , Did I do that ?”asked the sea dragon with a squint in his eye . In all of this commotion a large
Morey Eel slithered near the coral bed …….confused and bewildered .”Tell us a story .”it said .

As the sun kisses the cool aqua water , a tiny dream bubble trickles down to the depths , touching a pink pearl . Katya picks it up and says, “Now I will begin to share with you the dreams of a little girl , a human . All was in a hush , waiting .”This child has always been close to us” , Katya started to weave her magical  tale and all listened closely . Humans , have always been a part of their lives . But she particularly kept a close watch on this little one. Why ,you ask ? Well , it seems that  Diana has always wished to be in the world of the ,mermaids. She would go to the sea shore and talk to the wind and the waves about her dreams and wishes . And the foremost  dream would be to swim and discover what laid beneath the waves . In her mind played a haunting melody that calls her daily  to the seas’ edge , but her small lungs could only sustain so much air, and she had to surface . So much Diana , wanted to explore and understand , but she could not , no matter how much she tried,but always kept a smile on her face , looking forward  for the day that her dreams would come true………..Katya opens another bead of pearls , and an image appears . It was Diana  , smiling and wishing by the sea. All the mermaids gave a sigh of delight as the bead of pearl floated about .
Remember , that beneath the waves lies a parallel world , and MAGIC abounds .

One sunny morning , when the sky was changing colors  , and the wind was spinning yarns and the waves was rolling about , Diana disappeared from the earth above . For days they searched for her , until one day . On the sea shore was a large sea clam gleaming in the midday sun. And people dared not touch it . But as the sun kissed the horizon and winked at the sky , the clam started to open . Inside was Diana , asleep . stretching her limbs and sitting down , she began to tell the tale of the world beneath the waves . On how the kind fairy siren made her dreams come true . ” How ?” they all asked in disbelief .

In the world where mystical  wonders abound , reality is but a fine line between dreams . Diana  was shown another world where water is breathable where legs not fins bound , where trees are giant kelp and flowers are a myriad of corals blooming when the sunlight touches the waters surface…….But on certain times  one can see Diana holding her beads of pearls and would vanish for days , sometimes weeks ……..and on a moonlit night , can be seen as a….

….  LITTLE MERMAID , playing with silver bubbles on the sea shore…..Happily living her  dreams , as the ripples write her story with each wave the tide brings to shore .

BELIEVE in, the tales of the DEEP …!

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18
Apr
10

DELIRIOUSLY…DELICIOUS THOUGHTS !

…..SUGAR COATED DREAMS…..My head’s in the sky , filled with delicious thoughts of life and how to live it to the fullest ! I may not know how to go about it yet . But take the journey with me , if you can .

Wouldn’t it be great if all the simple pleasures we could think of could be attained ? Young pleasures of life that would sweep you off your feet and delight you . Our life right now is entangled with sanity and insanity , twisted and twirled with responsibilities .

We are so heavily laden with material concerns , that our life revolves around it . It is  an important means to achieve our dreams , I know that . But we are very often caught in our own machinations of wealth , that we lose ourselves , and then realize when we are alone , loveless and most of all ,  lifeless …..!

Wouldn’t it be great if we could just say …
”NO!”Tell them …….
To all the things , people and situations that makes us stagnate waiting , hoping and blinding us , that there are Better , and  Wonderful things to achieve and DO…..!  No mater what stage in your life you are in . I do suggest , that you take time to pause and BREATHE . Release the angst and see the world in a new light . Maybe , there is a new road waiting to be traveled .

Closing my eyes , flying into my subconscious , I would like to know how it truly feels being ….in love ! For this feeling has eluded me for quite a long , long time . I have been one of those who have placed it aside , somewhere and it got lost along the years . Just like everybody else , I was busy or I think , I was more of afraid to truly commit myself , for one reason or another .
Valid  reasons , I told and convinced myself , but now I think it is haunting me . The feeling wants to manifest and be free and keeps knocking on my subconscious …….DO IT , TRY IT , be brave  ! Oh my , delicious thoughts  are flooding my brain .

Hmmmm…..My thoughts are simple , but it makes me sigh and hold my breath . I’m thinking how a simple touching of fingers leads to softly holding of hands , that makes me hold my breath and smile , and release the fear . What a good feeling , floating in my brain , such a satisfying first step to my freedom .  I have jailed my feelings , and it’s going mad , but I’m on my way to rediscover these simple pleasures . I never thought that looking into another persons eyes , can make you dizzy ! Oh my , just a simple look , creates butterflies , that I feel warm and happy . The sky has turned  shades of golden swirling rays  of rainbows . I’m not sure if it’s real ! How I would live to see the day before me . Excuse my simple pleasures ,but they make me feel liberated . And it’s the start of my journey . Young pleasures delights me , a soft tender kiss , nearly touching excites me . making me think how much I have thrown away and missed , all these years .
Holding hands , walking in the rain , engulfs my mind now , giggles and laughter together with ……a special someone . I’ve got to live again , laugh again , and love again …So much …so much I have missed . I wander into pictures of  myself traveling to different lands and places , exploring , meeting perhaps the love of my life . What a fabulous thought , I hold my breath and smile.

Imagine , exploring the world with someone special beside me , being able to touch and share all things silly or not , is precious . A special someone who will love me with all honesty and no pretense and is willing to share his life with mine is……………….! for me a new experience , a new horizon of traveling in life . “What ? “you ask . Sadly, I have turned my back on having  permanent relationships , eons ago , and the feeling is exciting and making me nervous . ” Wouldn’t you be , if you were in my place ? “

I will no longer be standing in shadows and doing nothing. It’s time to smile and share myself  , feed my soul and set myself
free to love and be loved . Everyone deserves to find someone and be with the person you love …..time to get High with love . My heart’s beating with anticipation , my mind filled with sweet thoughts , whispering sweet-nothings , silly gestures that mean more than it looks will be cherished in my heart as I take this quest for happiness , as I strive to complete my life .

I’m sitting here , listening to music , and it lulls me to my oblivion of dreams that I would love to do , to give a try , to commit to ….  To rediscover a life , that have eluded me . And it thrills me to the bone , the new  and old, familiar  experiences that use to touch my heart . As I think back ,  and  a smile crosses my face , I have turned my life inside out . I have happy emotions and feelings of being able to share with someone special who is just there , waiting for me……….! And all I have to do is open my heart and let him in ……!

Sometimes we have to be brave and be the “Heroine” in our own lives ! Sweeping ourselves off our feet !
and make life exciting ……….

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13
Apr
10

Devilicious !

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Often , I have asked , is that the only way ? Putting spice into one’s life really helps a lot , as I have gathered from different sources…...It helps to be , naughty once in a while , it brings a feeling of control and release from the routine all of us go through daily .  We  only live once , as they say is absolutely true …..So when  we feel put down or bored and most of all  HURT , take a pause and  become ” DEVILLICIOUS ”……!

Use the images and memories that take you to hell ! Transform them into delicious , interesting  scenarios that you never dared to do . And  first and foremost , re-invent yourself . How , well change your looks , to start with . get a new hair style , color your hair differently ,  go out and treat yourself with a new wardrobe , something that you’ve always wished that you wanted to wear but never did . Treat yourself , eat the most delicious meal that you have never tried before . Maybe , you will meet someone
along the way , an old friend , better yet a new friend to be ! In short , socialize .
Play tennis , or something  you enjoy !

Recently , I’ve taken this path of action . Why just plan and think about it ??? It was better doing it !  The world around me suddenly seemed brighter and  bigger  so now ..….Is my mantra ! I suddenly realized that I’m loving every minute , no, every second of my new self  ! I m not saying it is easy , but the change must be instant . Why you ask ? Well, let’s face it , if we dilly-dally , we will over think everything and NEVER get anything done .

Living  by the daily norms of life , surely gets us down .As we have to conform with so many things . I get that , all the  time .  Just even a simple smile  , brought me satisfaction and new friends . I was too busy before , to even think of  doing this .
All work and no play as they say . But  now , I have opened up my life to new horizons , that have just been there before my very eyes , and I have been too blind to notice . You now ask , what I am talking about , Well , I will no longer be just WAITING !
Now , I will be LOOKING !

But , how about ENJOYING LIFE ? We are truly entitled to do so . We are our worst enemy , we hide ourselves when we are hurt , or simply vanish when we are angry with our life !  Well , like I said , “LIFE is too SHORT ” , enjoy it while we can ! How much time have we wasted not doing so ? Be responsible for your life’s well-being , nobody else will and can be . It is your  life , after all.

I am guilty of self – control , just like everybody else , but it there is a limit , and a time to relax all this , maybe your time is now . And enjoy the simple pleasures that comes our way . Who knows , it might not come your way again . And you will again regret why you did not indulge yourself .

Time is very tricky , it truly passes by quickly . One day you are at your youth and  in the whirlwind of work ,you wake up one day and look at yourself in the mirror asking ” Am I too late to enjoy my life ? “Meaning , am I too old now to be young again ?
Like I said , time is tricky….so don’t let this happen to you , and be DEVILLICIOUS ! No matter what age you are .

Going back , like I said earlier , I will be now looking and not waiting .

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03
Apr
10

The HORSEMEN….!

Creatures with the head arms and chest of a man but the legs and lower
half of a horse.

Liminal beings, caught between the two natures, embodied in contrasted myths, both as the embodiment of untamed nature, as in their battle with the Lapiths, or conversely as teachers, like Chiron.”

It was the time of wonders and mystical magic , deep in the Mountain of Pelion and the region of Magnesia.
lived the CENTAURS ….half horse , half man….!  Thundering hooves broke the still silence deep within the forest.
Aggripas was herding the horses ,. the daylight was always peeping through thick branches .  it was nearing mid-day
and time for a head count…The cool air and misty path was filled and shaken by massive steeds of brilliant covered manes , all rushing down to the river  for their drink of silver cool sparkling water . Leaping and galloping through the path Aggripas would be seen racing to reach the river bed , giving a strong but firm command to the wild horses
“faster, faster !,” he shouted . “We must reach the river before it becomes too hot to drink.”


Blowing his horn , to hasten the herd , making sure that all the wild horses make their way as fast as they can !
The river God Peneous was eagerly waiting for Aggripas  each day, for they would chat about the life in the lowlands
and how it was affecting the rest  of the land. A cool breeze slowly flowed as the horses drank and frolicked .
Aqua , from the mountain streams bubbled and soothed all the horses , specially Aggripas…it made him strong and  and most of all a certain wisdom was always infused . It came from the ripples who always talked so fast that it made his head dizzy …but news is news and he tried to keep up every day  . The ripples of water were talking about AIO ,  and his quest for love and equality . Today ,they bubbled excitedly ,for as they passed and flowed through the  forest , there was a a fight between the clans…….on who

will be the rightful KING of the CENTAURS . As for centuries ago , they have been put into shame .and since then there have been a struggle on who will be King . A lot of his friends joined this battle and have been hurt !  This has to stop , Aggripas  told himself , we might be wild and partly untamed but there is always a big part deep inside us that speaks WISDOM and TEMPERANCE , after all , Centaurs
have both beings !
So as he returned to his home deep in the mountain, racing and leaping together with his herd of wild horses, he was asking the gods to send him a sign or something to help him , stop this war amongst themselves.  “Aieee…..Open ! ‘ he shouted , and the thick branches and vines Lifted and twisted to let them pass ….At last they were deep within the cool  caverns of the mountain , where blue-green stalactites and stalagmites  show off brilliant multicolored crystals of luminance , lighting all the cave….One can say it was an underground palace made by Mother Earth ….as bubbling beads of mountain aqua slowly drop , Aggripas knelt down and gave thanks , all is well and safe within his home …and the whole herd was at peace. While deep in slumber , the goddess Hera sent a him a gift , in his dream he saw a shiny ring , gems of radiant colors, the gold that encompassed it came from the deepest bowels of the earth…”Use this wisely my son, each color has it’s own power , greater than man can imagine ! “.

The Golden Ring , that would decide the lives of the centaurs ……! What would he do , he was just a herdsman . Little did he know , the golden path that laid before him , as he awoke from from his dream.. The Ring in  his finger
glowed and spoke clearly…. “The four points represent the north, south, east and west of this land  . You now have the power….use it wisely Son of HERA..! ” A blurred image of Hera appeared in his mind ,smiling. All these years, he
has secluded himself , tending horses and herds..living in the deep forest apart from the rest, And now, he held the power to unite and make peace for all.   He looked at his herd of stallions standing proud and restless , they knew the task ahead and they were so eager to do his bidding. The winds now blew and whispered what has taken place, and all the centaurs were in an uproar. The untamed spirit inside them cannot accept this , some took to arms against Aggripa , and others took his side for unity and peace….Thus a battle cry was heard in the deepest pits of the forest  the day is now at dawn…..Majestically all in battle armor ,  the centaurs hummed their battled chant ,thumping and clashing weapons, that shook the ground and made the  tremble.
Coming  down from the mountain ,Aggripa rushed to stop the bloodshed  …..It was his chance and time …

Mother Hera he cried, be with me ! The loud thumping stopped , as the strong winds swirled and circled  around the war razzed Centaurs , they could not open their eyes , nor lift their weapons,  vines  have gotten hold of them…As much as they tried the grass , roots have grown   taller that prevented  movement .
Aggripa , waving his hand, the ring  all aglow ….Magic filled the air…”let anyone who has not longed for peace  and harmony stand now before me . Let every centaur who defies what is good, step forward. I will now sever his being from his other half..!”  Looking at every centaur , he saw tears in their eyes , a blue and violet mist covered the field. Looking at his ring , it glowed the same color . It was emitting a strange light that made everyone calm and serene……Putting down their weapons and weeping . “We are so few in numbers yet we are strong in character , deep inside all of us is the logic of man and the wisdom of the ageless, for we have witnessed man and life since the beginning . Shall we not use this for our own benefit ? Let not any drop of a Centaurs blood be wasted this day on !” his voice echoing through the valley and the deep caverns of the mountain . Let not our untamed nature be a hindrance , in fact make it an advantage for adventure and discovery , ” ! Now a red pinkish mist engulfed the valley.
their dark faces glowed of understanding….I will not be King, but your adviser , Aggripa declared…Every tribe and clan has it’s faithful  elder, and that is what it should be…”!

A loud roar ,echoed and thumping began, but it was not a heavy  thump….the centaurs were dancing ,prancing
and celebrating their triumph . Yes , many, many years did they survive , teaching and sharing that , when preserving life a golden mists appear and ..…..as I pluck my golden harp , sweet melodies and tales of old once again emerge to be told ….once again.!

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31
Mar
10

Fairy Dust…Gemini…!

Once , before our time , when Fairies , elves and beautiful creatures freely inhabited our woodlands , lived
” the TWINS “.  The world towered above them , as they were only seven inches tall. Faces so exquisite ,
That made the flowers bloom and the birds sing when they gaze upon them . One had eyes  , the color of
emeralds ,and the other had topaz colored eyes …..Twins they maybe , but you can only tell them apart , by
the color of their eyes , That is …..when they do not change it !
Mica and Anjic were their names .

As they flutter their translucent wings , you could smell an enticing sweet scent  of roses and vanilla .
Fairies had duties , like forest gardening , cleaning , healing and protecting the rea lm . They were the guardians
of the forest ,  each one helped and participated to keep
the balance of …. 
MOTHER NATURE…….The Fairy Queen…was the most radiant and beautiful of all , she held the kingdom
together and kept the creatures in synchronized harmony  . They called her Alma , tall , strong and proud , she
watched over the woodland and all the creatures within.
In those days of magic and  power , a river divided the realm , it’s waters was red in color , and it was said
and forbidden to cross over , as death was beyond it’s shores . Even the grass did not grow near it”s banks , only
dark , desolate dead trees and huge boulders , rocks glistened under the rays of the sun . If one stands close
enough , you could feel the cold chill in your bones .  This strange divide always made the twins curious , they always
always had to know the logical answer , why  ???  Everyday they would peek at the river banks , as they sit from a
distance , perched on a giant mushroom . Always , with eyes gleaming , they silently watched , and every day they
saw nothing .  Till one afternoon , a strange figure seemed to be walking , no ! Floating is more like it . The figure
was wrapped in a mysterious smoke , as it glided on the river banks . Mica , seated on a tall blade of grass ,
swaying with the cool breeze ,jumped and made a loud shriek . So shrill that it rose all the creatures from their
afternoon sleep . Anjic and Mica ran , flew furiously to seek Queen Alma . They told her of the strange smoke
and the figure they have seen.
It was only then , that the queen brought out the revered FAIRY BOOK of LEGENDS . As all stood in
attention , creatures big and small held their breaths as the fairy queen opened the lock . A violet colored vapor
appeared , then green, then blue….and then a voice was heard . “Silence !”, it sang . ” We are the spirits of the
of OLD , we are the WINDS of TIME from the corners of the universe we have come to reveal the secrets of
the ancients , for it is time . All of you have been wondering about the forbidden shores of the Red river. It is the
place where nothing grows and death seems to abound . Eons ago ,Fairyland was kept safe from the turmoil of
mankind , so an invisible dome of fairy dust covered the realm . Now , it seems the dome is cracking and fairyland
needs to be saved . ”  As they spoke , Mica and Anjic looked at each other , not a word was spoken but they
understood one another . They will do what it takes to save their world . So as the elders we speaking ,they flew
high above to seek where the crack was . And gathered all the fairy dust they could find , filling sack after sack
and blowing it all over.  The realm sparkled and gleamed as the dust settled , and once again peace and safety
was restored ….But as they flew higher and higher , the suns rays burned their skin and wings , and they were
falling unconsciously to the earth . A cold breeze caught them, it was Alma , the queen and nestled  them on the
soft rose petals of time . So that when you look at the sky at night , the TWINS could be seen forever as STARS.
Forever blowing fairy dust , lighting and guiding the others through time .

It is during extreme times of trial , when courage and love is UNMEASURABLE , but is rewarded in
TIMELESS wonder , for all to see and remember , for ETERNITY !

And if you were all wondering , the Sparkles that you see in the sky are their EYES….so called GEMINI…..

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28
Mar
10

CinnaBonn & DraC…..Magic !

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AS w e look at life , and we evaluate who we have become , so should we look at who are friends are !

In the land of the great  divide , where all  your dreams and fantasies are possible , lived  Cinnabonn , a
woodland fairy . If you are wondering why she was called as such ( Cinnabonn ) , well the truth is………it is a
secret .

But let me take you on this dreamland experience , like I said , where all things can be possible and all things
are beautiful and never ending ……just like magic , wishes come true ! The early light has just began to peep
through the sleepy clouds ….floating , stretching and glimmering golden hues of sun rays appear .

The sweet dew drops shine on the leaves and the blades of grass . All the woodland creatures are stirring
to greet the new day . We find Cinnabonn , still curled up in her bed of soft petals . Music fills the air , as
harps and flutes float in mid-air and the breeze blowing  through , creating a wake up melody for all to rise.

Cinnabonn , opens one eye and smiles as the sparrows helps her out of bed , you see, her wings are not
fully developed yet .  But that is no matter , she always manages to do her thing with the help of the
butterflies , and the birds . As the morning light grows , it shines on her hair , making it turn into rainbow
colored gold strands , shimmering , and glowing . “AH , What a lovely day !”she exclaims . And tumbles down
to a silver pond , to wash her face . The air is so sweet , filled with magnolia , honeysuckle , vanilla mix
essence ….”AH- Choo” ! ooops, she giggles , the morning dew drops tickled her nose .

Everyday as always , she lets her long golden tresses flow with the silver dust and plays with the mini
mermaids , who comb her hair .

In this land between the great Dive , also lived DraC , a mini dragon , who always watched over Cinnabon .
Perched on his magical rock , always ready for anything. For you see , even in the woodlands , there are
evil , and mischievous spirits and fairies.  Who always , make things miserable and hard for the good fairies.
So , DraC took it upon himself the task of “Protector “. He might be scaly , he said, but I can be a hero !
Besides , he added my scales are magical , and nothing can hurt me .

Well, one rainy day, as the strong wind was howling and ripping through fairyland , Cinnabonn was nowhere
to be found , DraC  , searched the blackened waters of the river , under the rocks and leaves of maple, but
no Cinnabonn ….He let out a great roar , that shook the kingdom , as his fiery breath lighted his way .He
was hoping Cinnabonn , would hear his roar ……He knew that her small wings would be no match with the strong
rain……Thoughts of fear suddenly entered his mind . Was Cinnabonn captured , hurt by the evil Mondrag
fairies ?

Deep within the bowels of the mountain , Cinnabonn was in shackles , captured and tormented by the evil
Mondrags ….They blasted her mind with tormenting dreams and was trying to takes away her hope and
love for all things good . So much pain and suffering ,flashed continuously , that she let out a shrill scream
to die. Yes, she would rather be dead than to transform into evil . Laughter , filled the cave , taunts and
shrieks of tormenting sounds . High above , DraC circled and burrowed his way , melting the rocks , turning
them into lava…..His beautiful scales turning into golden gems , ruby, emeralds and diamonds that made his
shape transform ……yet he did not notice…..

With one long and loud roar…..lava flowed into the cavern, his Tail sweeping one by one the evil within .
At last , seeing Cinnabonn, he broke her shackles and lifted her out into the black thundering skies , into
safety . Falling into deep sleep , DraC found himself totally different , he was dreaming , and was feeling
a little pain . How can this be ? He quickly gathered his thoughts and stood up……Hmmmmm , Stood up ???

DraC …….was no longer a mini dragon …….He is a wood IMP …..Oh my goodness . And so good looking at that!
Of course , he kept his dragon long nails and multi-gemmed wings and all that is magical about him .

You see , with every good deed done , a new great transformation happens in our lives…we become “HEROES”
in our own sense . We transform to save a friend , we transform for love of another…without knowing …!

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23
Mar
10

Why did ….YOU ?

When I stare within myself , thoughts , whispering dreams that dance and swirl ,  as golden drops of tears are falling , My Mind asks,
“Why did….YOU?”

Out of the vast horizon , the cold dark wind blew away my dreams . You promised me forever , yet  forever is gone . I see my face , crying once
again . Tears flowing with every thought , tears falling with every dream forgotten , tears rolling down my cheeks as every heartbeat cuts like a knife .

Is this what we call “LOVE” ? Is this what it feels to be in love ? Do I really know , what love is ?  I am looking for the feeling , I am searching deep
inside my soul . As I have become so numb with pain …. Where is the truth , where is the rapture of being loved..?….So many words spoken , yet all of
them mean nothing….meaning nothing to him nor to me ! Do I need to read between the lines of yesterday ‘s writing on the wall ?     Oh No ! I don’t
want to see , I don’t want to hear nor  do I want to touch on anything that reminds me of this so called “Empty Words”  that they are  INVISIBLE
uttered maybe out of …….???

I’d rather be blind , than see all the lies , all the deception , or should I say Fantasies written , to fill a void in my life , our life….to suit a purpose..  I will
have no part of it , anymore…..I just gave a part of myself again . Loving an illusion of  the past ,  of the future ??? …..How foolish of me, once again .       What made me think
that it would be different this time ? What childish dream did I hang on to , to believe that …..He would change , and be strong for both of us ?

I can’t hide my pain , I can’t hide my tears , my heart is in torment …and you are the cause ….Why did I believe you , again ? Why did I love you like
I use to , and even more than before …. I am drowning in my own sorrow . I just can’t imagine , that the second time around it would be the same , and
more unbearable pain , that rips my heart and  numbs my mind .   I feel so stupid and foolish just like before….Every time I breathe , it hurts and I can’t
help it …And I cannot pretend , how I feel , I can’t help it .

One can see the pain on my face , there is no hiding , as the rain pours down my face ……Hot tears , burns as it rolls down my eyes …My very sad eyes,
say so much , but you can’t see…..you never have ….You have been so involved with …..yourself…!

Do I even know you at all ? Who is this person that I , again gave part of  my life to ?  Has the years apart , made such a drastic change in you ? That
to give true love is hard for you . When did you become , like this , a  Monster !

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