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……..Far deep in        Mid -Earth , where  neither worlds collide , lived a beautiful enchantress .They called her Vangeli , she came from within the race of fairies called Veela , and mortal men would be forever enchanted specially when they perform their sweeping dance of love ,taking their hearts and mind as they follow blindly deep into the mystical world .

Wading in the golden waters , the other fairies gathered , waiting and urging Vangeli to continue her story telling . Yes , she
would on certain hours, tell the young fairies tales of old and new . The timing must be perfect , when the moon and stars are in a misty silver gloss and the lakes are golden in glow….and bubbles would raise from below , forming rolling rows of gleaming globes .

The “Egg Fairies “poured the grog and all  lay in waiting , for the story was about why a certain castle  was forbidden for any fairy , Imp and other mystic creature , to enter and step into .  This castle was high up in the sky…Thus as the night  , meets the day and gives a kiss , Vangeli starts her tale….It has been told  when the world was young , she started . A beautiful fairy princess , Gabrielle of the warrior race fell in love with a mortal prince …No one knew about  this love as man was wary about fairies .  Every day as the prince would go into the forest to hunt , Gabrielle would be there at his side , but he never knew this , he just felt something sometimes , would brush his forehead , a soft kiss from Gabrielle … So one day he asked their Sayer…”I want to see fairies and all things mystical “…he continued by explaining how he feels things when he is in the forest….Looking amazed the Sayer , obeyed but gave a warning  to the prince, ” You might not be as you are “! he cautioned …But the prince was resolute and he swallowed a  white and blue stone ,it glittered and glowed as he took it . ” Ah ! Sayer see, nothing is happening to me ,”. he said ,laughing . The Sayer bowed his head , his crooked nose touching his knees and whispered  magical incantations and looked up . Oh my , the prince every movement was glowing and fairy dust was following him all around . ” Hmmm, mumbled the Sayer, I must follow the prince, I do not exactly know the powers of this stone ,I gave the prince ..In fact he should have not swallowed it , but just placed it under his tongue…..Oh my, oh my !What to do ?” And all day , all night , the sayer worried.

The morning dew has just been placed by the soft mist , and the prince was off….he rode into the forest , Gabrielle was waiting behind the large vines and leaves  as he galloped by …In the corner of his eye , he saw a beautiful woman , in full armor,  her golden hair  crowned by sparkling jewels …Slowly , he stopped and pretended not to notice Gabrielle as she approached and stood beside him..he waited for the feeling he would get..but nothing.! ” I know what you did foolish prince “, she said .” Your every move has a trail of multi-colored dust . But are you ready for the consequence of your actions ? ” she asked .
As the tale goes …..the forest was listening !
Looking into her eyes , something magical occurred . He could read her mind , her heart and feel her love almost as if he knew her forever !… he tried to speak , as softly their lips nearly touching , when he was pulled away by the sayer !..”NO.No, No.!” you will be turned into a beast and lose your mind , my prince ! ” he shouted . Was it too late ,to save the prince , because the energy of lightning and forceful wind violently  shook fairyland and the forest . A Shrill shriek , cry was heard , as the mist cleared ,there was a vast clearing filled with Veela fairies , and the Queen was standing holding Gabrielle’s face…..and the prince in chains..
” If you really love him . he must die “, said the queen..Loud thumping and armor clanging resounded in the cold air . A cold chilling mist filled the lake as the young fairies held their breaths in a gasp ! A melodic harp was strumming an ancient song of dreams an old witching melody that only Gabrielle and the prince heard .
A violet green shadow of misty smoke , took shape….All were aghast with fear , ” We are the four spirits that roam the sphere here and the nether world . ” they spoke softly as they engulfed the two lovers. ” Come with us , to a place , if you dare ! “, they whispered….A strange odor , no sweet scent filled the clearing , “There you will forever be , and cannot return to your so called world . But , you will be together , never growing old , no pain nor hate, only ……..what your heart truly desires and feels.”
So deep were the meanings of these words….! When a white swirling mist embraced Gabrielle and her prince , raising them up high in the sky, and through the cloudy mist as the raindrops stopped a CASTLE appeared in the sky.  It was luminous and translucent….
It was said , that the stone that the prince swallowed , called it’s maker….And that it made a way for the two different beings to be together forever…No one can enter nor leave that place ,or they would die , as time is different there , a thousand in our years for one of our day…..So in a night such as tonight , when the clouds are golden and the air is cold , one can see the castle as it floats neither in a different dimension…And hear the lovers pledge of immortal love , as glimpses ghostly figures are seen looking down at earth and chuckles and giggles of children echo in the air.

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…..SUGAR COATED DREAMS…..My head’s in the sky , filled with delicious thoughts of life and how to live it to the fullest ! I may not know how to go about it yet . But take the journey with me , if you can .

Wouldn’t it be great if all the simple pleasures we could think of could be attained ? Young pleasures of life that would sweep you off your feet and delight you . Our life right now is entangled with sanity and insanity , twisted and twirled with responsibilities .

We are so heavily laden with material concerns , that our life revolves around it . It is  an important means to achieve our dreams , I know that . But we are very often caught in our own machinations of wealth , that we lose ourselves , and then realize when we are alone , loveless and most of all ,  lifeless …..!

Wouldn’t it be great if we could just say …
”NO!”Tell them …….
To all the things , people and situations that makes us stagnate waiting , hoping and blinding us , that there are Better , and  Wonderful things to achieve and DO…..!  No mater what stage in your life you are in . I do suggest , that you take time to pause and BREATHE . Release the angst and see the world in a new light . Maybe , there is a new road waiting to be traveled .

Closing my eyes , flying into my subconscious , I would like to know how it truly feels being ….in love ! For this feeling has eluded me for quite a long , long time . I have been one of those who have placed it aside , somewhere and it got lost along the years . Just like everybody else , I was busy or I think , I was more of afraid to truly commit myself , for one reason or another .
Valid  reasons , I told and convinced myself , but now I think it is haunting me . The feeling wants to manifest and be free and keeps knocking on my subconscious …….DO IT , TRY IT , be brave  ! Oh my , delicious thoughts  are flooding my brain .

Hmmmm…..My thoughts are simple , but it makes me sigh and hold my breath . I’m thinking how a simple touching of fingers leads to softly holding of hands , that makes me hold my breath and smile , and release the fear . What a good feeling , floating in my brain , such a satisfying first step to my freedom .  I have jailed my feelings , and it’s going mad , but I’m on my way to rediscover these simple pleasures . I never thought that looking into another persons eyes , can make you dizzy ! Oh my , just a simple look , creates butterflies , that I feel warm and happy . The sky has turned  shades of golden swirling rays  of rainbows . I’m not sure if it’s real ! How I would live to see the day before me . Excuse my simple pleasures ,but they make me feel liberated . And it’s the start of my journey . Young pleasures delights me , a soft tender kiss , nearly touching excites me . making me think how much I have thrown away and missed , all these years .
Holding hands , walking in the rain , engulfs my mind now , giggles and laughter together with ……a special someone . I’ve got to live again , laugh again , and love again …So much …so much I have missed . I wander into pictures of  myself traveling to different lands and places , exploring , meeting perhaps the love of my life . What a fabulous thought , I hold my breath and smile.

Imagine , exploring the world with someone special beside me , being able to touch and share all things silly or not , is precious . A special someone who will love me with all honesty and no pretense and is willing to share his life with mine is……………….! for me a new experience , a new horizon of traveling in life . “What ? “you ask . Sadly, I have turned my back on having  permanent relationships , eons ago , and the feeling is exciting and making me nervous . ” Wouldn’t you be , if you were in my place ? “

I will no longer be standing in shadows and doing nothing. It’s time to smile and share myself  , feed my soul and set myself
free to love and be loved . Everyone deserves to find someone and be with the person you love …..time to get High with love . My heart’s beating with anticipation , my mind filled with sweet thoughts , whispering sweet-nothings , silly gestures that mean more than it looks will be cherished in my heart as I take this quest for happiness , as I strive to complete my life .

I’m sitting here , listening to music , and it lulls me to my oblivion of dreams that I would love to do , to give a try , to commit to ….  To rediscover a life , that have eluded me . And it thrills me to the bone , the new  and old, familiar  experiences that use to touch my heart . As I think back ,  and  a smile crosses my face , I have turned my life inside out . I have happy emotions and feelings of being able to share with someone special who is just there , waiting for me……….! And all I have to do is open my heart and let him in ……!

Sometimes we have to be brave and be the “Heroine” in our own lives ! Sweeping ourselves off our feet !
and make life exciting ……….

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Devilicious !


Often , I have asked , is that the only way ? Putting spice into one’s life really helps a lot , as I have gathered from different sources…...It helps to be , naughty once in a while , it brings a feeling of control and release from the routine all of us go through daily .  We  only live once , as they say is absolutely true …..So when  we feel put down or bored and most of all  HURT , take a pause and  become ” DEVILLICIOUS ”……!

Use the images and memories that take you to hell ! Transform them into delicious , interesting  scenarios that you never dared to do . And  first and foremost , re-invent yourself . How , well change your looks , to start with . get a new hair style , color your hair differently ,  go out and treat yourself with a new wardrobe , something that you’ve always wished that you wanted to wear but never did . Treat yourself , eat the most delicious meal that you have never tried before . Maybe , you will meet someone
along the way , an old friend , better yet a new friend to be ! In short , socialize .
Play tennis , or something  you enjoy !

Recently , I’ve taken this path of action . Why just plan and think about it ??? It was better doing it !  The world around me suddenly seemed brighter and  bigger  so now ..….Is my mantra ! I suddenly realized that I’m loving every minute , no, every second of my new self  ! I m not saying it is easy , but the change must be instant . Why you ask ? Well, let’s face it , if we dilly-dally , we will over think everything and NEVER get anything done .

Living  by the daily norms of life , surely gets us down .As we have to conform with so many things . I get that , all the  time .  Just even a simple smile  , brought me satisfaction and new friends . I was too busy before , to even think of  doing this .
All work and no play as they say . But  now , I have opened up my life to new horizons , that have just been there before my very eyes , and I have been too blind to notice . You now ask , what I am talking about , Well , I will no longer be just WAITING !
Now , I will be LOOKING !

But , how about ENJOYING LIFE ? We are truly entitled to do so . We are our worst enemy , we hide ourselves when we are hurt , or simply vanish when we are angry with our life !  Well , like I said , “LIFE is too SHORT ” , enjoy it while we can ! How much time have we wasted not doing so ? Be responsible for your life’s well-being , nobody else will and can be . It is your  life , after all.

I am guilty of self – control , just like everybody else , but it there is a limit , and a time to relax all this , maybe your time is now . And enjoy the simple pleasures that comes our way . Who knows , it might not come your way again . And you will again regret why you did not indulge yourself .

Time is very tricky , it truly passes by quickly . One day you are at your youth and  in the whirlwind of work ,you wake up one day and look at yourself in the mirror asking ” Am I too late to enjoy my life ? “Meaning , am I too old now to be young again ?
Like I said , time is tricky….so don’t let this happen to you , and be DEVILLICIOUS ! No matter what age you are .

Going back , like I said earlier , I will be now looking and not waiting .

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MY Watermelon ,,,,,,HEART !

Did you know that in the land of mystical fantasies , watermelons have existed for ages, just like milk
and yogurt and cheese .The inhabitants of the woodland are fairies who took  care of the  land the fruits and veggies. Their  kingdom is between peoples consciousness and twilight…Who would have believed that They existed ,we seldom see
them or not at all…..It takes a special gift , of vision to be able to see  !

One day in the edge of fairy woodland , after tending her garden and vegetables , Aria , ventured out beyond their realm .
She was so fascinated by a figure , a boy she saw before. The sun has gone down ,and the cool air was blowing softly . She could not
understand what and wh
y she wanted to see him , So cloaked in the colors of the forest she left the protection of the “DOME ” . The young man  lived in the village beyond the river , at night one could see the Village lights aglow in the dark .  Music and laughter could be heard , coming from the Village tavern ,so Aria glided
slowly and peeped at the window….she saw men and women drinking ale and a bountiful spread of food being served.
This is the first time , she had left the protection of the Dome…and her heart was beating fast….Why did she do this ? she asked herself , but her young heart was so erratic , she had to see the young man , the tall and sun-kissed color of his face , was in her mind all the time , this past week and she could not fight it no longer .
One by one she looked at their faces ,but nothing ! He was not there . Where , where could he be ? Oh ! maybe
he lives ,near the edge of the river where he tends his sheep and toils the land , she whispers to herself . So Aria quickly wished herself near the river , and saw a house ….slowly she peeped in ,there he was , cooking ,preparing food for his sick mother.   Aria tilted her head in wonder and amazement , why is the woman sick ? We have healing fairies , maybe she can help ? Looking at his face, made her heart beat faster and faster  and she couldn’t breathe .Oh , what is this feeling ? She watched through the night , just looking and wishing , until she fell asleep when suddenly the sun was out ……Her wings were hot ,so she wished herself back into the realm ..
Ooops !  the Guardian Fairies were at the forest  gates  waiting and looking for her ..! They were armed and in full body armor …ready to fight……….. .
The realm was in deep anticipation and fear that something has happened to Aria , for she was missing all night and all had thought she was abducted by the evil fairies of the Crystal Mountain…….Fand ,The queen of the fairies appeared and a silence covered the dome. ” Well naughty girl , she smiled did you enjoy your travels ?” A great hush
and as all eyes were on Aria.  A timid smile slowly was on her face , ” yes my queen , I have gone over the river , to where the mortals live . I was so curious about their life , and……..and , I was searching for a boy , he looked so interesting ” ….and she knelt and trembled in fear ….Raising her wand , fairy dust sprinkled in the air , and sparkled.
” Today we have all gathered here to search and protect one of our own , be it known and remembered it will be so for everyone in the realm . And it will be ,as long as fairy land exists .” Raise , Aria, just be more careful and be more considerate of people who love you . Go now and rest .”
Once again , calm and content covered the air , as everyone flew ,vanished and disappeared to their hidden abode in the forest deep . One could only see fireflies buzzing and dancing under the multicolor beam of the moonlight ……..As Aria curled in bed of leaves covered with flowers, blowing fairy kisses across the river as her mind wanders into dreamland , of butterflies, and bumble bees and honey lemon scents that filled the night air .

In the magical land of dreams and fantasy , where extraordinary is considered an ordinary occurrence , a fairy was experiencing how it is to be in love . Her mind and thoughts were of the mortal  , the young man across the
river , wishing and wondering when she could see him again . So she decided to seek the help of the enchantress fairy , on how to see him and him to see her . For it was said , that mortal man was to be avoided , for they do not understand their ways and  death would follow . Aria told her how she felt , and what she saw , and about the sick mother of the boy across the river . The enchantress hollow tree , glowed and twinkled as aromatic mists floated and swirled around the room , “these are my helpers “, she whispered ,They can go anyware and take form and shape without being being harmed , I will see now,what you are saying is true or not !”  . And as the willow bended and danced the misty smoke was gone , they were off across the river , moving in a stream of colors and stopped at the young mans house . A strange shape of an old woman appeared ….and knocked on his door . A tearful man opened the door , his mother was dying he said ,”but please come in , you must be tired and hungry .”  Tear drops rolling down his face , he gave food and returned to his mothers side . The rooster made it’s loud call , it was dawn . The young man opened his eyes , looking for the old woman , she was gone…looking at his mother she was smiling at him . How can this be ? he thought , what happened , was it just a dream? His mother was well again !

So like the winds  , time has moved quickly ,in  fairy land , so does it move by  triple leaps in mortal land . The boy has turned into a man and still Aria dared not venture out of the dome . Only following the man across the glass
shield watching him . She was afraid that he might runaway if she appeared or showed herself to him .For the enchantress , has warned her that there will be a horrible consequence that will happen when …..So she just watched and watched , everyday…as her love for him grew and grew . Until one day a wild boar was seen ravaging his field, which he planted with watermelons . Daily he tried to catch the huge animal , and it eluded him skillfully . The beast was huge and hairy it’s thick tusks gnashed  the delicious watermelons as he ate , leaving them scattered on the open field , leaving almost nothing for the man to harvest and sell . SO the man set a trap of vines and wooden sticks to try and catch him .
One night as the moon was in it’s fullest , the greedy beast was approaching the watermelon field , his hooves so large that with every stomp ,the earth would shatter and tremble…he smelled nothing but food and the sweet nectar that the watermelon offered …….The man , was waiting hiding under the huge vines and leaves in the field . In his haste , the beast’s hind legs were snagged by the snare ! ” I caught you !”, the man shouted . now die !
But the wild beast stood his ground and shook his gnarly head and prepared to charge . A loud eerie sound was let out by the wild boar as they clashed and the earth shook . This was heard by Aria , and quickly she flew to the other side of the river , leaving once again the protection of the dome . She was so alarmed by the shrill sound , it sounded like death howling …… “No , no , no please let no harm befall him ,” she shouted . as she approached . The wild beast was about to gnaw the mans back . With one loud scream she leaped and stabbed the beast with her small dagger. But it was no match for the thick hairy hide of the boar , it began to charge again , the man stood up and placed himself between the boar and Aria , hitting him in the chest !……..And blood gushed abound.
The heavens must have heard her cry as Aria rushed to his side , a strong gush of wind  blew that it blinded the man , he closed his eyes in pain . All he could hear was a whistling  sound of  shrill blades and long grunts of pain ….For the Guardian Fairies four in number has slain the wild beast ,  in aid of Aria who called them to help her to save him….As he opened his eyes , he sees her radiant face for the first time ,  and golden tear drops falling down her cheeks …..”I will save you , my love ” she whispered . Taking out her heart , and placing it in his chest as fairy dust danced and healed his wounds……Let it be said that legend has foretold
of the great consequence , and now it has come full circle …..Aria gave her life, her heart for a mortal man , a man she loved for so long and yet he never knew . A great sorrow engulfed the realm of fairy land . The Queen lifted her lifeless body as butterflies circled and birds sang and trees bowed in awe , bringing her back to fairy land .

She looks back at the man , crying for now he had Aria’s heart , and now he can see and understood what had happened . And gives him a smile , “Do not grieve , Aria and you are one now …You now can see and feel the magical love that is endless . Plant this and be happy. ” The queen handed him a  heart filled with seeds , water melon seeds brightly shining as the sun’s rays illuminated  them .

It was said that  MAGIC  happened that summer ……….
The man was last seen entering the deep forest into the magical land of dreams and hope and endless love ,       carrying a baby fairy …….he called ARIA .!

Once again ….Raising her wand , fairy dust
sprinkled in the air , and sparkled.
” Today we have all gathered
here to search and protect one of our own , be it known and remembered
it will be so for everyone in the realm . And it will be ,as long as
fairy land exists .” declared the Fand the Fairy Queen !

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CinnaBonn & DraC…..Magic !


AS w e look at life , and we evaluate who we have become , so should we look at who are friends are !

In the land of the great  divide , where all  your dreams and fantasies are possible , lived  Cinnabonn , a
woodland fairy . If you are wondering why she was called as such ( Cinnabonn ) , well the truth is………it is a
secret .

But let me take you on this dreamland experience , like I said , where all things can be possible and all things
are beautiful and never ending ……just like magic , wishes come true ! The early light has just began to peep
through the sleepy clouds ….floating , stretching and glimmering golden hues of sun rays appear .

The sweet dew drops shine on the leaves and the blades of grass . All the woodland creatures are stirring
to greet the new day . We find Cinnabonn , still curled up in her bed of soft petals . Music fills the air , as
harps and flutes float in mid-air and the breeze blowing  through , creating a wake up melody for all to rise.

Cinnabonn , opens one eye and smiles as the sparrows helps her out of bed , you see, her wings are not
fully developed yet .  But that is no matter , she always manages to do her thing with the help of the
butterflies , and the birds . As the morning light grows , it shines on her hair , making it turn into rainbow
colored gold strands , shimmering , and glowing . “AH , What a lovely day !”she exclaims . And tumbles down
to a silver pond , to wash her face . The air is so sweet , filled with magnolia , honeysuckle , vanilla mix
essence ….”AH- Choo” ! ooops, she giggles , the morning dew drops tickled her nose .

Everyday as always , she lets her long golden tresses flow with the silver dust and plays with the mini
mermaids , who comb her hair .

In this land between the great Dive , also lived DraC , a mini dragon , who always watched over Cinnabon .
Perched on his magical rock , always ready for anything. For you see , even in the woodlands , there are
evil , and mischievous spirits and fairies.  Who always , make things miserable and hard for the good fairies.
So , DraC took it upon himself the task of “Protector “. He might be scaly , he said, but I can be a hero !
Besides , he added my scales are magical , and nothing can hurt me .

Well, one rainy day, as the strong wind was howling and ripping through fairyland , Cinnabonn was nowhere
to be found , DraC  , searched the blackened waters of the river , under the rocks and leaves of maple, but
no Cinnabonn ….He let out a great roar , that shook the kingdom , as his fiery breath lighted his way .He
was hoping Cinnabonn , would hear his roar ……He knew that her small wings would be no match with the strong
rain……Thoughts of fear suddenly entered his mind . Was Cinnabonn captured , hurt by the evil Mondrag
fairies ?

Deep within the bowels of the mountain , Cinnabonn was in shackles , captured and tormented by the evil
Mondrags ….They blasted her mind with tormenting dreams and was trying to takes away her hope and
love for all things good . So much pain and suffering ,flashed continuously , that she let out a shrill scream
to die. Yes, she would rather be dead than to transform into evil . Laughter , filled the cave , taunts and
shrieks of tormenting sounds . High above , DraC circled and burrowed his way , melting the rocks , turning
them into lava…..His beautiful scales turning into golden gems , ruby, emeralds and diamonds that made his
shape transform ……yet he did not notice…..

With one long and loud roar…..lava flowed into the cavern, his Tail sweeping one by one the evil within .
At last , seeing Cinnabonn, he broke her shackles and lifted her out into the black thundering skies , into
safety . Falling into deep sleep , DraC found himself totally different , he was dreaming , and was feeling
a little pain . How can this be ? He quickly gathered his thoughts and stood up……Hmmmmm , Stood up ???

DraC …….was no longer a mini dragon …….He is a wood IMP …..Oh my goodness . And so good looking at that!
Of course , he kept his dragon long nails and multi-gemmed wings and all that is magical about him .

You see , with every good deed done , a new great transformation happens in our lives…we become “HEROES”
in our own sense . We transform to save a friend , we transform for love of another…without knowing …!

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Why did ….YOU ?

When I stare within myself , thoughts , whispering dreams that dance and swirl ,  as golden drops of tears are falling , My Mind asks,
“Why did….YOU?”

Out of the vast horizon , the cold dark wind blew away my dreams . You promised me forever , yet  forever is gone . I see my face , crying once
again . Tears flowing with every thought , tears falling with every dream forgotten , tears rolling down my cheeks as every heartbeat cuts like a knife .

Is this what we call “LOVE” ? Is this what it feels to be in love ? Do I really know , what love is ?  I am looking for the feeling , I am searching deep
inside my soul . As I have become so numb with pain …. Where is the truth , where is the rapture of being loved..?….So many words spoken , yet all of
them mean nothing….meaning nothing to him nor to me ! Do I need to read between the lines of yesterday ‘s writing on the wall ?     Oh No ! I don’t
want to see , I don’t want to hear nor  do I want to touch on anything that reminds me of this so called “Empty Words”  that they are  INVISIBLE
uttered maybe out of …….???

I’d rather be blind , than see all the lies , all the deception , or should I say Fantasies written , to fill a void in my life , our life….to suit a purpose..  I will
have no part of it , anymore…..I just gave a part of myself again . Loving an illusion of  the past ,  of the future ??? …..How foolish of me, once again .       What made me think
that it would be different this time ? What childish dream did I hang on to , to believe that …..He would change , and be strong for both of us ?

I can’t hide my pain , I can’t hide my tears , my heart is in torment …and you are the cause ….Why did I believe you , again ? Why did I love you like
I use to , and even more than before …. I am drowning in my own sorrow . I just can’t imagine , that the second time around it would be the same , and
more unbearable pain , that rips my heart and  numbs my mind .   I feel so stupid and foolish just like before….Every time I breathe , it hurts and I can’t
help it …And I cannot pretend , how I feel , I can’t help it .

One can see the pain on my face , there is no hiding , as the rain pours down my face ……Hot tears , burns as it rolls down my eyes …My very sad eyes,
say so much , but you can’t see… never have ….You have been so involved with …..yourself…!

Do I even know you at all ? Who is this person that I , again gave part of  my life to ?  Has the years apart , made such a drastic change in you ? That
to give true love is hard for you . When did you become , like this , a  Monster !

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Eyes of the SOUL


If  we could express and feel feelings and emotions through our soul , our eyes , reveal the real  truth of how we are , during those moments .  It is said that the ” Eyes , are the Windows of the Soul ” . And that is not a myth , but the truth .

Pardon me , if you say this is an old line , but we often do forget that OUR EYES first see , before we feel .

It is the same as the air we breathe ,  we feel the sensation of it’s freshness as we inhale in , life .To think,
the heart beats , without blood is unthinkable . All these things is one whole package of living.

Looking into one’s eyes … see , happiness , joy , surprise and lastly pain . In living , I have chosen to write about , what the eyes have seen . Without my eyes , I could  not have experienced , seeing love ,  seeing pain and most of all seeing  the laughter of a small baby and the joy  it brings to life .  I would have missed out on  the look of love , seeing myself , in-love ( glowing and full of anxiety ) , so carefree and trusting .

Don’t you realize , as tears flow down your cheeks , there is no need for words to be uttered at all ? All the torment and pain is flowing out of your soul . And a soul cleansing begins , a washing out of the pain and sorrow that life has brought you . So do not be ashamed to pour your heart out and cry …it’s good for the soul and healing begins .

Every one of us has gone through difficult times , I should know , I used to think that I was too young to be in pain and despair . So much so  that I thought that , I did something wrong all the time .  What a mistake…my years of pain were washed away by my river of tears . And finally , it cleared my mind , that
without crying and tears flowing down my face , I would have not grown stronger and understand that to live life you have to have a balance of tears and happiness , that is real life not make believe .

Therefore , as I write this , tears are following down my cheeks , as  it brings back old memories , mixed with new emotions of a love gone…. . The pain is the same …All the lies and deception and indecisiveness..  Dreams washed away……My soul  is once more being cleansed and made to breathe , once again .

Our journey of life is paved by the river of tears and cemented by joys and loves our eyes can see . Are we therefore going to use our eyes wisely ? Looking at our daily existence with fairy tale dreams and hopes , or do we become wise through the years and discern , that whatever we are searching for is passing quickly , as our vision shifts and encounters minute by minute distractions . Does our mind , our brain dictate what the eyes want to see ? Maybe ….?

Yet if so , I am hopeful that what my eyes have seen through this life
can lead me to the right direction , and can discern without shedding a tear . Yes , to look at the world with  fresh eyes and go beyond the heartaches , pain and despair . My life , in my point of view would be complete and fulfilled , as I have passed the test of doubt and indecision , fear and loneliness …..I have become calm and at peace with my own self and all good things, people and times will just fall into it’s rightful place , just as it should be…… a long time ago . And then the windows of my soul will shine bright .

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